Still Waiting

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

shit... i'm not in the best of health lately.

i don't know why..

but i keep feeling giddy easily and i get a headache that hurts so much. urgh. sian... and this makes me feel like vomitting. it feels really bad.. haiz.

*vomits*

wonder whats up with me.

and this giddiness gets really bad whenever i think of the poor fox. i don't wish to elaborate on the fox, but if i don't, u pple will be really confused and probably think i'm mad.

pple in china kill foxes for their skin. those foxes with erm.. grey and black fur? very pretty.. very smooth and stuff like tt. but have u ever wondered HOW they were killed for their skin? well.. they were skinned.. ALIVE. you can never imagine what i saw in the video clip. i saw it two days ago, and i still feel like puking whenever i think of it. the foxes.. they were beaten to unconciousness by the human, and then guess what.

they werent beaten to death, that's the WORSE thing. i rather see them get beaten to death. u'll agree with me after you see wad i've got to say.

the human used a small axe and chopped their paws off, just like that. i almost cried when i saw it. the fox probably didnt make any noise, or if any, i wldnt wanna hear it. and the camera zoomed into the fox's face. its eyes was tearing. it wasnt dead, because it was blinking. but they couldnt escape. one thing, they were too weak, and second, they didnt have their paws to run on. they could only wait for the human to bring the knife and set upon it. and wait for death.

imagine the helplessness of the fox. it was in such immense pain. so painful, to have your hands and legs chopped off. my heart almost broke when i saw its tears. and in the background, i saw another fox being skinned, already near to the end. and the skin was just TUGGED down by the human. the fox was hanging upside down, and thrown into a basket after it lost its skin. i pray the fox wasnt alive by then. i cant imagine the pain it has to bear if it was semi-conscious.

and soon, it was the tearing fox to be skinned. and i closed the video clip. this is definitely the worse thing i've ever seen in my whole life. something that can make me feel nauseous. up till now, i still feel sick. whenever evening approaches, or whenever i think back on how the fox felt.

now my message is.. never buy animal's fur. even if u NEEDED it SO badly, please, use a drug to kill it before taking the skin. please.. don't skin them alive. just because humans have a higher IQ, moral values, and a bigger brain size than them, doesnt mean we have a right to kill them. seriously, just imagine yourself being skinned alive, down to the flesh and raw nerves. i bet the pain will be so blinding that u cant ever tear properly, or the energy to shout for help. animals have a right to live too. and they definitely have no reason to die so painfully, and so worthlessly.

so what if a person got that animal fur? u think he/she will be wearing it every minute, every day, just to worth the while of the fox? no! they'll probably wear it for a dinner or function ONCE, and chuck it in the wardrobe for years. before u buy or wear any real animal fur, please think again. how much pain did the animal gave for its death? its definitely not worth that mere sum of money we pay for it, even though we percieve animal skin as expensive. no matter how lowly an animal is, it's a life. a life is priceless.

please.. please don't support such animal abuses.. such abusing stuff happens mostly in china.. when you go to china, please, i beg, don't buy the skin by showing your support to animal abuse.

think of how much the animal suffered.

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